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Fault in my stars...

Our love is a pallette of light  with shades of darkness, and a bit of chaos amidst skies of stillness, when the night swears it's love to the stars,when I walk down the memory jars, i have a few unconditional confessions, that Am cursed with a fine limit of obsession.

While you are fearless in your love,devoted to compassion
Like holding a sea shell against ur ears and feeling the ocean
Highest state of art and pious in all your intentions
You wear the heart in ur sleeves,and hold my heart in addition
Barely speak a word but I still hear voices banging through my intuitions
For i love you for your innate self-beautiful,wild and complete
U r a world of tender dents,hard things with soft spots which are discreet .
It's a blessing u admire me as a whole ,
but sometimes I  could see my love bringing tears in your eyes
and that breaks my heart  ,because i  could feel them drowning your soul....!!

That the writer in me is really in love with thoughts of u ,
I need you in each day of my life,ur happy days and days which are blue..
And on the days when i irritate u ,piss u off or on days you have no clue..
I wanna kiss you and be in your arms , stay awake talking all night with your head on my lap,
I want a day from your life of gazes and whispers.
In the work of dreams,when reality and truth part ways,
We would quietly make our sweet escape...!


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