Woh bas dheere se zindagi ka hissa ban jaate hain
jaise kisi purani kitaab ke safhon mein
ek phool sookh toh jaata hai,
par uski khushboo reh jaati hai.
Tu bhi shayad waise hi mili thi.
Na pehli nazar ka ishq tha,
na kisi kahani jaisa junoon.
Bas itna hua
ke teri maujoodgi ne
mere din ka lehja badal diya.
Pehle mujhe lagta tha,
insaan sirf lafzon se kareeb aate hain.
Phir tu mili, aur samajh aaya
ke kuch log khamoshiyon mein bhi
apni jagah bana lete hain.
Ajeeb baat hai…
main tujhe har waqt yaad nahi karta,
par koi bhi lamha poora nahi lagta
jab usmein tera koi hissa na ho.
Kabhi teri hansi,
kabhi tera “khayal rakhna”,
kabhi bina wajah ki koi baat…
pata hi nahi chala
yeh sab yaadein kab
meri aadat nahi,
meri fitrat ban gayi.
Mujhe aaj bhi nahi pata
ke humare beech rishta kya hai.
Shayad zaroori bhi nahi.
Har ehsaas ko
naam mil jaaye,
toh uski gehraai thodi kam ho jaati hai.
Main bas itna jaanta hoon
jab zindagi bahut bhaari lagti hai,
toh tera khayal use halka kar deta hai.
Aur jab kabhi khud se naraaz hota hoon,
toh teri yaad
mujhe phir se insaan bana deti hai.
Ho sakta hai,
ek din hum sirf yaad ban kar reh jaayein.
Magar kuch log zindagi se chale jaate hain,
dil se nahi.
Aur kuch ehsaas…
waqt ke saath kam nahi hote,
bas aur sachche hote jaate hain.
Shayad tu bhi
meri zindagi ki sabse khoobsurat kahani nahi…
Mera sabse sachcha ehsaas hai.
Kabhi-kabhi sochta hoon,
insaan kisi se mohabbat kab karta hai?
Shayad tab nahi,
jab woh usse paana chahta hai.
Shayad tab,
jab uski khushi mein apna sukoon,
aur uski khamoshi mein apni bechaini
dhoondhne lagta hai.
Bas wahi se
ehsaas janm leta hai.
Aur uske baad,
rishton ke naam kam pad jaate hain.
Kyunki kuch log…
mohabbat nahi bante.
Woh insaan ke andar
ek naya insaan jaga dete hain.
Aur jab kabhi zindagi
mujhse poochegi
ke maine sabse sachcha kya mehsoos kiya tha…
tab main kisi kahani ka naam nahi loonga.
shayad mere paas koi jawaab na ho.
Main tumhe mohabbat keh doon,
toh shayad lafz chhota pad jaaye.
Dosti kahoon,
toh dil inkaar kar de.
Kismat kahoon,
toh kahani adhuri lage.
Aur rishta kahoon,
toh shayad hum dono
us naam mein kabhi the hi nahi.
Isliye shayad me sirf itna kahunga:
“ na ishq ka naam tha, na rishte ka libaas tha
Fir bhi tere hone se dil ko kuch khaas tha
Jo lafzon se zindagi me na dhal saka ab tk
Tu shayad wahi ehsaas tha”!!!
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